“Marycake onlyfans” is a series of posts that I’ve been writing where I share my personal experiences with the topic of eating disorders and the different stages we go through to change our eating habits. The series is inspired by my personal experiences, the experiences of my friends, and that of my own mother.
I’ll stop here because this is a long one, but what I’m trying to say is that it’s really important to know the process of change, and how to find the courage to try. Eating disorders aren’t simply a matter of willpower, but of the courage to face your discomfort, to make a change that is safe and comfortable. For some people, dieting is just a matter of willpower, but for others (like me) it’s much more than that.
When I was first struggling with anorexia, I had a very hard time finding a place in my life where I felt happy. I had to eat a lot to feel like I was happy. I knew that eating was killing me, I knew that it was killing my parents, and I knew that it was killing my self-esteem. I knew that it was killing my friends, and I knew that it was killing my self-image. I couldnt find a place to feel good.
What you need to remember during anorexia is that it’s not a disease, it’s a choice. And to be honest, the only thing that really changes when you’re dieting is the amount of food you eat. So if you can’t decide if you’re going to eat 5 pounds of cookies to get you through a day, then you’re not dieting.
The problem is that if you diet, you can’t really control your weight. So if you’re being fatter and you know it, but you’re dieting, you may as well be fat. It’s like dieting, but for fat people. Instead of feeling a sense of accomplishment each time you eat something, you’re just eating more and more food. You’re gaining weight.
In his own words, marycake is “the last person you want on your ass.” Being the last person you want on your ass can lead to a lot of problems. But what if youre already getting fat and you want to just kick this bad habit and lose weight? Then marycake would be your best friend. She’s the type of girl you can tell what you’re doing.
I can’t even begin to tell you how many times I’ve seen marycake. It’s like she’s always there. Sometimes in the background you can hear her voice. Other times, you can see her. She’s not just a girl with a weird haircut. She’s an actual person. But the best part is that you don’t even have to talk to her. She’ll just be there, in your ear, whispering about how you need to get your ass to the gym.
While it’s great that you can be in such close proximity to the woman who’s been the one to lift you up, it can be a bit unnerving to be that close to someone who can cause you so much harm. Marycake is a bit of a masochist, so it’s unlikely that she’d allow you to be near her, but you’re not just anyone. You’d have to be willing to take the hit.
I mean, you can go to any of the places that Marycake is in the game, but the one place you really dont want to go is the gym. It’s a little bit weird having to go to the gym while your girlfriend is on Deathloop. It just feels wrong and, frankly, a little bit creepy. But its not like youre the only person who feels this way, either.
I am not the only one who feels weird about going to the gym at night, either. At work, we all feel weird about going to the gym at night, no matter what time of day or what we do. I don’t think our job is to tell our bosses that we feel this way, but it’s good to know that there are others who feel this way, too. I think it’s nice to be able to know that people who feel this way are out there.